do you ever want to tell someone how badly you miss them but you don’t want to look all desperate and pathetic so you just keep it inside and let it eat you alive
I don’t want people to matter to me too much. Sometimes it hurts too much to think about them. Ones you love who don’t love you, ones who hate you, ones who you think about but never get to be with. I like people but when I get too close, it fucks me up.